Well dont really have much of anything to say . . . . . . . .

I hope everyone is having a great summer.

"Life without Love is like a harp without strings."

"Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones."

Well as of lately things have been incredible.  I mean just unbelievably great.  Only one thing could top this feeling and i have a feeling that it will come soon.  Perhaps on the 16 of July. 

Went and saw X-Men 3 friday and today.  Seen it twice still think its incredible and ill probably see it a third time cause i think thomas wants me to go with him.  Well im out. PEACE ! !

Well been havin my ups and downs lately.  There was a pretty cool storm last night so i watched that when i got back from codys.  I'm still tryin to make it day by day.  It had been goning good but last night to today have been pretty rough.  School's almost out.  Call me crazy but im not really lookig forward to summer.  IM sure ill have fun over summer i just dont know..... Well go ahead and end this update since whoever else reads this probably gets tired of me complaigning.  So im out. . . . . . . .

I am not alone
I live with the memories, regret is my home
This is my true freedom
Express all the feelings of what I've become
I watch the rising sun
I hope I find some peace today

It seems I've gone away
It seems I've lost myself
It seems I've really lost my way
It seems I've lost myself
It seems I've...

Shed my skin
Oh, are you ready for me?
Or purge my love
Oh, are you ready for me?

A bitter sinking feeling
Awake to the fact there's no going back
To this world in which I was living
I'm searching for something but found less than nothing
I watch the rising sun
I hope I find some peace today

It seems I've gone away
It seems I've lost myself
It seems I've really lost my way
It seems I've lost myself
It seems I've...

Shed my skin
Oh, are you ready for me?
Or purge my love
Oh, are you ready for me?

Yeah, 'cause I'm dying to feel
What I have lost
Oh, and what I was

All my life I've waited
Endless days have taken
Taken what made me free

Years have gone
I'm broken
Left the past unspoken
Those years
Oh, they haunt me still

Shed my skin
Oh, are you ready for me?
Or purge my love
Oh, are you ready for me?
& shed my skin

All my life I've waited
Endless days have taken
what made me free

Years have gone
I'm broken
Left the past unspoken
Those years
They haunt me still

Thats a good song.

"Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies."

"There is nothing sadder in this life than to watch someone you love walk away after they have left you. To watch the distance between your two bodies expand until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence."

Well I guess you could say im making it ok one day at a time .   Things seem to be a bit easier that way.  JUst breathe and take things one day at a time.  I got strength from the Lord and a best friend who is always there for me .   NOt to be selfish but im sure i could ask for more but thats the way things are right now and its better to always look at the positive instead of the negative.  Look up and not down cause if you look down thats where your headed.  A freefall into negativity.  So once again just keep your chin up, trust in the Lord cause he always makes the right decision, and never and i mean never let go of HOPE ! ! !

PEACE

"But you be strong and do not lose courage, for there is reward for your work." Chronicles 15:7

"For a righteous man falls seven times, and rises again." Proverbs 24:16